Tuesday, May 5, 2009

This is the 2 game

I want to write something really good, I don't know what to say, what to type, to write or even think of something to tell you about. But I don't really mind. I like writing. Not knowing who is reading, not knowing who you are, what you did today, who you know, what you like, what you think of me. I like this internet business of confidentiality, even though you may know me, just shoosh for a second and pretend I don't know you okay?

Think of me as being someone you see only this about. Only words. Sure there are a few pictures here and there, each of these small things will give you your own image, build up what's hidden in your mind. Everyone interprets shit differently, you'll see something and think something completely different to the other person. I don't know who you are, but you are still reading this complete load of crap cos I've forgotten what I even started writing about. I don't know why you're still reading, yet I don't even know why I'm still writing. Just stop. This is stupid, but I like it.

I like not knowing you, and if by chance we meet, I love hearing your stories, your thoughts, opinions, arguing with you. I love life, I quite like this technology of being able to speak to someone without ever knowing them personally, getting to hear about all sorts of shit without the need to meet. I like people who make me laugh, who have good things to tell, good advice, good reasons behind their beliefs and opinions.

I'm tired, I don't want to sleep. I want to laugh, and take photos, I have nothing to take photos of, I do.. But I just can't do what I want to! It's frustrating and it's hard not being able to go where I want and see who I want for all these reasons. I want to take photos, I want a nice place to go, to be able to leave my house freely without argument, to see who I want when I want. To have people leave me alone and accept what I do, who i'm with and how I am. So you person that I do not know, hope you have some amazingly awesome stories to tell me. But I will not be speaking with you. Just so you know. I don't feel like it. I'm gona listen to Lykke Li.

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